So You Think You Can Dance?

this may sound silly right now, but I hope that my children can dance.  If they have the passion to dance like those dancers on this show...I'd support them all the way...I'd push them to dance their best...  It just looks like so much fun when they're out there performing and dancing away.  I just love that!  There seems to be so much freedom in dancing...so much expression....excitement!  I did learn salsa with this one guy a while back...but...that's it.

You wanna dance?

I was walking to my office and there on the side of my door were two gigantic wasps mating.  Yes.  I don't exactly know what that is suppose to look like, but I can guess from their position, that the wasps were mating.  The two stingers/butts, were touching each other and there was a slight motion.  It was kind of creepy!  Right outside my door...what if they decide to lay eggs there? 

So..my knees have been bothering me.  And it just dawned on me...that....perhaps...it is...because!  of my shoes i've been running in!  New Balances that I run in all the time and I ran with it in the Peachtree Road Race last month and now my knees are hurting from it.  So...this weekend is tax-free weekend...I should invest in some running shoes.  I've been wanting to get some new ones....now is a good time to. 

my goal is to make the most out of my time....what does this mean?  I'm not exactly sure....but I'll figure that out moment by moment, day by day, week by week...

and...I'm even thinking about taking Chinese courses...just to brush up on my Chinese and use it wherever He takes me...whether it be with my current company, banking industry, being a teacher, whatever and wherever! 

This weekend is dedicated to my parents home church, ACCC.  What my sisters and I will be doing is leading/babysitting for little ones while the adults have their revival late at night.  It's crazy, but my dad is in charge of putting this revival together for his bible study among others as well.  This bible study consists of adults who own restaurants and are not able to attend bible study or church during regular hours.  So, as amazing my dad is, he has put together this event for this weekend and had asked myself and the sisters to lead children's worship.  So we are going to teach them a few songs and put in some hand motions/dancing...it should be fun.  But the hours won't be....Saturday night from 11pm to 2am.  Sunday night from 11pm to 2am.  And then Monday...11pm to 2am....let me tell ya...Han-Hwa's know how to party.  jkjk

it's normal to experience quarter-life crisis, right? 

killing time before lunch: Part 2

I had a wardrobe malfunction this morning...so I went to TJ Max and bought something to wear to replace my old lady outfit....now I feel young and presentable.

It's been so humid lately that I don't take time to make myself look nice cuz I know i'll feel icky at the end of the day anyways....and...I don't see anyone during the day....except when I'm working out of the office...but even then....no one "important". 

killing time at work, Part 1:

why is it that i'm losing my appetite?  maybe I haven't been eating right...and having bagels and milk black tea or coffee for lunch.

please help me stay away from coffee....it makes my head dizzy and eyes heavy.

my eyes are constantly red....maybe it's some kind of allergic reaction...i'm not sure.

I have trouble finishing books that I've started...cuz I get side tracked a lot.

Mom's always worry....it's in their nature to...but it's stressing me out, let me tell you!  career/salary/spouse...she's freakin freaking me out....freak!!  I think it's all the Korean dramas she's been watching....those darn soap operas are not helping her view society in a good light.  I should tell her that.  Do those Korean dramas play off of strong Christian morals?  I don't think so.  She thinks most men are evil....and divorce gets thrown around like it's no big deal.  It's true, divorce rates are increasing....and one of her good friends is going through one right now with 3 children in the family.....but hopefully whoever I end up with....we are built on a strong Christian foundation and our focus and love comes from God....and all else will fall into place.  Right?  Now she's enforcing us to be independent, which I have been for a while...don't mind doing it for the rest of my life...haha, jk.  I'm a girl...and what do girls do reaching their mid-20's?  riighht.....And what does my mom do???  She wants to play matchmaker. 

I want to move out......I love my family and all...but...I wanna move out.